Sunday, February 26, 2012

I dont need to know your story. Just let me try and help you.

The other day I left for school pretty early and decided I did not want to wait 20 minutes for my class to start. So I chose to go and get a Jamba Juice. As I am walking out, I see a guy on the side of the street with a sign asking for money. Normally I would see him and walk by without even thinking about it.Today however was different. At first I walked past him but when I reached my car I had a very strong feeling that I needed to help this guy out. I mean, I know that people who are on the street asking for money typically are thought of as drunks and druggies, but if this guy was willing to sit on the side of the road, hold a sign, wear ragged clothes and ask for money(actually he didnt ask he sat with his head down) then I figured he obviously needed something happy in his day. I walked up to him and gave him five bucks. Such a small amount. But the guy looked up at me, smiled really big, and thanked me. I hate that there is no selfless good deed because I felt really good. I dont know his story, I dont need to. But if my five dollars could brighten his day even the smallest amount its worth it.

Basically, I am a cheesy person. I am like this girl: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RUFT35S7Jb4.... yes, enjoy the "she doesn't even go here!" haha. But I feel that way sometimes!! I just wish everyone could be nice and loved and I wish everyone could GIVE nice and SHOW love.

I also wish my best friend Meghan was with me right now. I miss her so freakin much. ugh.

Tuesday, February 21, 2012

I have GrEaT friends.

Even though I dont feel like I did a whole lot this 3 day weekend, I did have some pretty good moments! Friday I got off work early and Lee was off so he drove out here and we went to YC's which is delicious and its always a good time when Lee and I are together. We are SO FUNNY! Then we went to Gilbert and met up with the other half of our FamBam. We mostly talked politics(weird right?!) But there was ice cream involved which automatically equals a GOOD time! Saturday was a boring day in which I did homework and... not much else. BUT friday night I went to my wonderfully fabulous friend Morgan Rogers house! OH MY LANTA it was SOO good to catch up and talk about life with that girl. We laughed and had rootbeer floats(when was the last time you had one of those bad boys?? I suggest you jump on that cuz it was uber tasty!). Plus her family is just great too! Sunday was a regular ol' Sunday. And today I had the lovely opportunity to sleep in and relax all day. We took Sadie to the dog park and then for a small walk around this random mountain, we also worked on her training. WHICH SHE IS GETTING! Dang my dog is smart! Tonight I went to GCU to pick up my best friend Daron and he and I gave a speech at a Lions Club meeting. The meeting was ok, but mostly I just liked hanging out with him! We also went and visited his family and his puppies! I LOVE his dogs. SO.MUCH. I then came home to waste some time on facebook and play with MY puppy(who is just so darn cute). Speaking of my puppy I think she is finally starting to get the concept that if she rings the bell on our door, we take her outside! She did it like 5 times today!! Although they were all within like an hour and she mostly just was trickin me and didnt need to go potty.... But PROGRESS! Anywho, hope you all enjoyed your 3 day weekend! Sorry to those of you who attend ASU, the school who apparently doesnt think our presidents do enough to be celebrated. Dumb ASU :)

Monday, February 13, 2012

We go in and we tell them we've got an idea for a blog about nothing! They say, "whats your blog about?" we say, "NOTHING!"

This blog post isnt gonna be about much. Here's the thing, my life seems at times like its so incredibly busy. But then days like today, when I finished my homework early, volunteered in the elementary school, went to class, faxed my time sheet and then came home and decided I am poor so I should just stay home all day... I realize my life isnt that busy. So whats a girl to do? Well she could play with her puppy:check. She could work on training her puppy:check. She could go grocery shopping with her roomie:check. OR she could watch Lost. OK! Yep thats what im doing. And for the most part I am not paying attention. I find my mind often wandering to far off places. Mostly the future. I am scared so incredibly so by the future. Why? Because its a mystery. Its the unknown. Its what will come of me.my family.friends. scary.stuff.

yep. thats all you get. I bet you are now irritated at me for wasting your time. Thinking you were in for a great blog post. But honestly, you sill people, I technically warned you with the title of this blog :)

Tuesday, February 7, 2012

L.O.S.T

L is for LOVE THIS SHOW

O is for OH MY GOSH HOW DID I GO THIS LONG WITH OUT IT

S is for SNAP I LOVE THAT I CAN WATCH THEM ALL ON NETFLIX AND NOT HAVE TO WAIT A WEEK FOR EACH EPISODE

T is for TERRIBLE WASTE OF TIME... BUT SO WORTH IT

Tuesday, January 31, 2012

I Hope I Dance :)

Click here: I hope you dance

After listening to this song on the way home from work I started thinking about the meaning of the lyrics. On top of this being a great song to sing to, it has some AMAZING lyrics! In my life there haven't been many times when I "dance". I often let my fears take over a situation or an opportunity and I miss out on what could have been. This is quite unfortunate because the few times I have "danced" have proven to be some of the best experiences I've had. For instance: Camp Tatiyee. Where on earth would I be with out this camp? My first summer there I was 16 years old, never had a job, never been away from home and was rather shy. So many times in that first week I wanted to quit and have my mom come and get me. But I didn't. I danced. And because of that my life was changed.

Here is a line from this song "Promise me that you'll give faith a fighting chance. And when you get the choice to sit it out or dance, I hope you dance."
Faith is something we could all use a little more of. It is unfortunate that for a lot of us our loved ones have more faith in us that we do in ourselves. My lack of faith in myself has been an on going battle for as long as I can remember. When I lose faith in myself, I turn to my Heavenly Father to help me find it. So far he hasn't failed me. Another line from the song "Give the heavens above more than just a passing glance" I am a strong believer in the power of prayer and that when we have faith, anything is possible.

This post may be just a bunch of blabbing. But if you gain any insight from it, I hope it is that we need to DANCE more. Take chances! Have faith! Live! Love! 






Saturday, January 21, 2012

the GOOD and the BAD

Lets start with the bad shall we? I'll leave you on a happy note :)

- First and foremost, MEGHAN IS LEAVING IN like... 9 DAYS! I am of course sooo excited for her, but I am going to miss my best friend like CRAZY!!!
- I started school again... bleh.
- I HATE TIMESHEETS! If you are ever offered a job where they expect you to fill out, get signed and then fax timesheets, RUN! DONT TAKE THE JOB!
- My car was in the shop for about 8 hours today. FOR AN OIL CHANGE!
- I am about as poor as they come.
- Financial Aid is slow, therefore I dont have all my books yet...
- I have to leave my puppy for a whole week :(

Ok now for some GOOD!

- IM GOIN TO CALI TOMORROW!
- I started school again(both bad and good, one semester closer to being done!)
- I got to spend all day with my bestie Meghan and part of the day with my other bestie Danny :)
- Danny and I figured out how to change the headlight in my car ALL BY OURSELVES!
- Nothing major was wrong with my car!(though they have 1,000 dollars worth of "suggested" work)
- I GET TO SEE MY MOM TOMORROW!
- My Daddy is a wonderful man!
- I have some pretty amazing friends!
- Soon I get my big bed back, which means MORE PILLOWS!
- I packed in like 15 min!(record!)
- New clothes today
- My puppy is healthy! And is now rabies vaccinated and had her 2nd parvo shot!
- MY FAMILY IS GREAT!

Well thats my life right now. ENJOY!

Wednesday, January 11, 2012

WE ARE FUNNY AND WE KNOW IT!

    • but why is all the rum gone???
  • 58 minutes ago
    Staci Beckham
    • Ummmmmmm..... Meghan..... BLA.ZER
  • 58 minutes ago
    Meghan Norcross
    • i just loooooooooooove saying bla.zer like that!!!!!!!!!!!!
    • and having fb convos next to each other
    • and before when you couldnt see what i was saying i told you i was engaged....
  • 56 minutes ago
    Staci Beckham
    • woo i thought you were still tyoing to me so i kept waiting and waiting. anywhoo... umm im engaged. no. but you know what? I really want to be. ive had a really bad craving. uber.bad.
    • oh. and i got an e mail that said "best penis"...ummm no thanks?
  • 53 minutes ago
    Meghan Norcross
    • whaaa???totally hit up that offer:)
      and im sorry. i havent been craving getting married cuz it still scares the bejeezes out of me but it has been really sad just breaking up with someone and then hearing about all these peeps getting engaged. gr why couldnt they wait til i was a lil more over it...HONESTLY!!!
  • 52 minutes ago
    Staci Beckham
    • ya. i mean why cant people plan their happiness and lives around ours??
  • 49 minutes ago
    Meghan Norcross
    • jerks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
  • 49 minutes ago
    Staci Beckham
    • you are dumb
    • being mean
    • ya
    • thats whats up
    • wanna friend my brother
    • do it
    • i want you to
    • he is funny
  • 44 minutes ago
    Meghan Norcross
    • i strongly dislike you
    • because even when you are being a jerk you make me laugh
    • dang you.
  • 43 minutes ago
    Meghan Norcross
    • and i will.
    • cuz i want us to have allllll the same friends
    • jk.
    • thatd be creepy
  • 42 minutes ago
    Staci Beckham
    • BAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
  • 38 minutes ago
    Meghan Norcross
    • seriously that was a horrifying laugh attack....
  • 38 minutes ago
    Staci Beckham
    • meghan. i am so funny. so i told lee he was gappy in the tooth department!! HAHAHAHAHA
  • 37 minutes ago
    Meghan Norcross
    • im half laughing at your laughing. and half at the word gappy.and the other half at the whole thing. and the other half just at us.
  • 36 minutes ago
    Staci Beckham
    • lol he told me he cried in his mouth a lil. and then thought you were the one who said it and told me i should defend his honor by punching you in the belly
  • 35 minutes ago
    Meghan Norcross
    • bahahaha.yes. i love that he thinks i am that funny!!! and please dont puch mu bellay:(
  • 34 minutes ago
    Staci Beckham
    • i wont punch yu bellay! never!!
  • 34 minutes ago
    Meghan Norcross
    • thanks bestie!!!!!!!!!!!!!
    • too bad you cant count...
    • and you punche mu kneee!!!!!!!!!!
  • 33 minutes ago
    Staci Beckham
    • i hate you
    • a lot
    • shut up
    • shhh
    • stop
    • it
    • now
  • 32 minutes ago
    Meghan Norcross
    • J
    • E
    • R
    • K
    • imma make an acrostic poem for you hold up.
    • J-just a meanie pants
    • E-everytime i do something nice you are just mean back
    • R-really.really mean
    • K-keep being mean and i wont be your friend
  • 30 minutes ago
    Staci Beckham
    • here is one for you. hold up
    • keep holding
    • wait
    • hold on
    • one second
    • not yet
  • 27 minutes ago
    Staci Beckham
    • R is for radiant you'll go far
      E is for energetic bright as a star
      B is for beloved everyones friend
      E is for enchanting happy and bright
      C is for charming an angel in disguise
      C is for cheerful a bright personality
      A is for angelic beauty beyond compare
  • 24 minutes ago
    Meghan Norcross
    • this would be so much more special to me if only my name was rebecca.......
  • 23 minutes ago
    Staci Beckham
    • CRAP! well.... true still the same
  • 18 minutes ago
    Meghan Norcross
    • bahahahahaha. we are SO FREAKING FUNNY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
    • my abs hurt.
    • a.lot.
    • and you are stumbling on soooo many dog things.
  • 17 minutes ago
    Staci Beckham
    • lol seriously. i think we should be on a comedy show! MY SCONE!
  • 16 minutes ago
    Meghan Norcross
    • didnt get that reference. at.all. DANG.
    • musst.watttch.moooore.friendsss....
  • 16 minutes ago
    Staci Beckham
    • yoooooouuuuuuu areeeeee aaaaaaa ffffffrrrrrreeeeeeaaaaaaakkkkkkk
  • 14 minutes ago
    Meghan Norcross
    • dang. i hate when im sooo funny then all of the sudden i have nothing.
    • i need a pick me up.
  • 14 minutes ago
    Staci Beckham
    • seriously! i lost it!
  • 13 minutes ago
    Meghan Norcross
    • we had a good run.
  • 13 minutes ago
    Staci Beckham
    • divorce...?
  • 12 minutes ago
    Meghan Norcross
    • itll be hard on sadie but i think its for the best.
  • 12 minutes ago
    Staci Beckham
    • DIBS!
    • on the couch
    • you can have the freak
  • 11 minutes ago
    Meghan Norcross
    • bahahahahahha. jerk. and i dont really think we can argue over danny....
  • 11 minutes ago
    Staci Beckham
    • she is a woman
    • she can decide for herself
    • unfortunatley
  • 10 minutes ago
    Staci Beckham
    • i spelled it wrong
    • dang
  • 10 minutes ago
    Meghan Norcross
    • my mouth is making some freakish laugh noises
  • 10 minutes ago
    Staci Beckham
    • YEA IT IS!
  • 10 minutes ago
    Meghan Norcross
    • unfortunately.
  • 10 minutes ago
    Staci Beckham
    • im scared!
  • 8 minutes ago
    Meghan Norcross
    • and now my nose is running and i can't breath. this laugh session might kill me
  • 8 minutes ago
    Staci Beckham
    • lol it sounds like its going to!
  • 4 minutes ago
    Meghan Norcross
    • that was a much needed break
  • 4 minutes ago
    Staci Beckham
    • i cant do no more.
    • im out
    • of
    • funny
  • 3 minutes ago
    Meghan Norcross
    • ya. we just used up a lot...the next few days might be kinda slim on funny.
  • 3 minutes ago
    Staci Beckham
    • YA! and now i am going to turn this into my blog
  • 2 minutes ago
    Meghan Norcross
    • are we funny to anyone else???
    • good call.
    • i like how i tell you something....then i type it.
    • redundant much???
  • about a minute ago
    Staci Beckham
    • well the worst part is i didnt type my answer. soooo WHAT THE HECK WAS A GOOD CALL!?